• Micro Relapse: Reaching Conclusions

    Micro Relapse: Reaching Conclusions

    Here I sit. I am currently having a mental health crisis. But it is temporary. Literally, I approximate a period of six hours until I recalibrate myself. I think of son, my dear prince. I have plans some time this year to gift him my current iMac. I would like him to have a desktop Mac product. Then he could customise the non-Mac computer I am giving now for his little half-brother, whom my son loves…

  • The Classical Psychoanalytic Theory of Hysteria

    The Classical Psychoanalytic Theory of Hysteria

    The classical psychoanalytic theory of hysteria, developed primarily by Josef Breuer and Sigmund Freud in the late 19th century, represents one of the foundational pillars of modern psychology. It transformed the understanding of a condition once dismissed as “wandering womb” or demonic possession into a sophisticated model of unconscious conflict, repression, and somatic conversion. Although the term “hysteria” has largely been abandoned in contemporary diagnostic manuals (replaced by conversion disorder or somatic symptom disorder), the original…

  • Gravitational Waves (Instrumental Version)

    Gravitational Waves (Instrumental Version)

    I produced this song a long time ago, and forgot about it. Then, I played it back to myself recently and it made me feel something unique. I thought that maybe I could share this feeling with the world, and therefore I decided to publish it in stores.

  • Ontological Insecurity: The Path of Existential Anxiety, Uncertainty, and Depth

    Ontological Insecurity: The Path of Existential Anxiety, Uncertainty, and Depth

    I’ve often grappled with questions of identity and stability. Who am I when the world feels unmoored? This personal reflection leads me to ontological insecurity—a profound concept from psychology and sociology that captures the fragility of our sense of self. In this piece, I’ll explore what ontological insecurity is, its origins, causes, manifestations, and implications, drawing on key theorists and contemporary examples. As someone profiling human experiences through a forensic lens, I find this topic not…