• Termination / Completion Anxiety: Why Some People Don’t End Things

    Termination / Completion Anxiety: Why Some People Don’t End Things

    Hello, community. Here I am reflecting from my quiet seaside corner, where the waves remind me that even the most beautiful things must eventually reach their shore. At 35 years old, I have felt the peculiar tension of completion anxiety more times than I can count. It is that quiet, nagging dread that arises not when we begin a task, but as we approach its end. Completion anxiety — sometimes called “fear of finishing” or “termination…

  • Vitamins and Personality Disorder: An Informative Brief

    Vitamins and Personality Disorder: An Informative Brief

    Hello. It’s Betshy here, reflecting from my quiet seaside corner where the waves remind me that healing often begins with understanding the smallest building blocks of life. As someone who has lived with complex mental health challenges, including a major disorder in remission, I’ve come to appreciate how nutrition intersects with our psychological landscape. Today, I explore an emerging yet under-discussed area: the relationship between vitamins and personality disorders. While personality disorders (such as borderline, narcissistic,…

  • Micro Relapse: A Reflection with Insight About Life

    Micro Relapse: A Reflection with Insight About Life

    Here I sit. I am currently having a mental health crisis. But it is temporary. Literally, I approximate a period of six hours until I recalibrate myself. I think of son, my dear prince. I have plans some time this year to gift him my current iMac. I would certainly not like it if he saw me in this state. I wish I was not this reckless with my mental health. I don’t want to destroy…

  • Gravitational Waves (Instrumental Version)

    Gravitational Waves (Instrumental Version)

    I produced this song a long time ago, and forgot about it. Then, I played it back to myself recently and it made me feel something unique. I thought that maybe I could share this feeling with the world, and therefore I decided to publish it in stores.